Target with a good reason....

September 14, 2011

THIS IS THE DAY!

I woke up this morning resisting taking a test.  I thought that if I didn't take one, it would give me a little more time to hope.  So, late this evening I begrudgingly made the trip to Target to get the value pack of EPT (digital mind you....we can operate on a heart, but can't do too much better than one line two line).  When I got there I found my true reason for not testing early.  I ran into a dear friend that has been struggling with infertility as well.  I knew right then and there I was in Target for a reason.  My friend needed someone to talk to that UNDERSTOOD....that may not sound like much to many, but it's everything for someone struggling with this.  An hour later I headed home, with my test all but forgotten due to my ache for my friend.  Once home I reluctantly tested, believing that once again BIG FAT NEGATIVE.  So I peeked back in and it had flashed up PREGNANT in less than a minute....this had to be wrong.  I dropped it 3 times trying to go tell Brandon.  There was a moment or 2 when I thought I was going to stroke out I was shaking so hard.  I couldn't talk, so I dropped it in his pocket (baggy...couldn't even tell lol).  When he finally found it--"You're pregnant?!?!" well yes this was the goal.....