Catching up is so hard to do

I have a thousand things that need to be done.  I feel like I never get caught up sometimes.  I'm officially going to catch up on one of them...Catching my blog up with my life....here goes:

A sweet friend of mine gave me a journal to keep up with my IUI journey.  This is my life right now.  Outside of work, I juggle family (my husband and our daughter) and tons of Dr's appointments.

7/16/11
"Rome wasn't built in the 10th inning"
Well, round 2 starts today.  I'm round 2, Day 3 cycle, Day 1 chlomid.  Try keeping all of that straight.  I hear all of the adages: hang in there, Rome wasn't built in a day, you can't win the ballgame in the 1st inning, etc.,  but all I hear is 3 strikes you're out.  "Hang in there" Where am I hanging (other than at the end of my rope).  Who cares about how long it took to build Rome, I'm American.  I'm ready for this. Losing at round one was sad, but not sad enough to not move on.  I'm still excited about the whole miracle and process.  I want to not fall into sadness, because I want to be able to enjoy all of this. Not just parts, but ALL.  I'm happy to have the chance to try to live THIS life we are making.  So, here's my "adage":
"You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,"
(even if they are)
"Love like you'll never be hurt,"
(becaeuse you will be)
"Sing like there's nobody listening,"
(the shower's the best place for this)
"And live like it's heaven on Earth."
-Your heaven is where you find and make it!!!