Someday's Yesterday is better than tomorrow....

My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for a few months....ok so 15 years....
That's a story for another day.  For today, let's stick with we find out in 2 days if we are going to be parents again.  We have a very unconventional family and have followed whatever path it took to become a family, because in the end that's all that matters, right?  "It's not the path you take to get there, it's that you get there." (my husband). 

There is that dread that once again this isn't the month, so sometimes yesterday really is better than tomorrow.  Yesterday gives me one more day to hope, tomorrow fills me with dread of what that hope can bring me.  Hope really is a bitch.  She fills you with the thoughts, hopes and dreams of what is possible all the while promising you nothing.  She disappears when she doesn't fulfill any of those, but has no problem with rearing her ugly head anytime you open the door.  So, for today here's to Hope-she may be a Bitch, but she is always there when you need her.